And today I just feel weak. I can barely get up and down the stairs let alone to a bathroom. :< and hearing that isn't feeling so hot too, makes me wonder what is wrong.


first off, I ate pizza for the 4 time this week... I get done, with dinner and dessert and such... and I felt dizzy... was going to do a raid with my friend on WoW Nightfangg then....



bam. I couldn't even comprehend what was going on.. I get off and go upstairs... I vomit and um.. other stuff, and damn....

I felt like my stomach was on fire, imploding, exploding, and was being hollowed out by a spoon or shovel. Along with wanting to puke my guts out.

When I begged to go to the hospital... we realized that we were snowed in. Talk about 2 inches of possibly by then and it kept going. I couldn't get to help. :< so dealing with it was painful. and no I didn't sleep.


today I just feel like I'm sick with a cold... =,= so for anyone who was by me over the week and is sick... and ends up with a virus or something.. I'm sorry

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU TURKEYS!

It was all going to shit till yesterday night.

Ever since Rob and I made our guild I felt like no one cared. I know my friend Dom had joined on his rogue and told Rob and I that if we can get it going... It will be an awesome guild. Just recruiting has made me not even want to look at Koto... and after this weekend.. I didn't want to ever play her again really. I was debating on alot of things this weekend. Quiting WoW, Transfering like Rob did his pally, getting the bind on account stuff to make a priest and then transfer the priest. Honestly, my feelings were trashed. -,- I'm still hurt and mad. A miss understanding that made me even question who I was with, who my friends are and why do I bother with a game. (and it gave me nightmares but thats a different story.) I didn't feel better till I talked to and I were texting and till Rob came to me and just cuddled me saying its okay.

heh.. we invest SOOOOOOooo much on this STUPID game. and we take it so personal... then when we do.. we bring real life into it... and it hurts one another... I don't get it... I get the fact that it was to join us together... but that hurt... and its too late damage done.

Well we were talking... Rob wants to continue the guild (since he left Vanyard there. He might go dps... I hope not.) so again I'm recruiting. But last night I got an amazing talk (while ppl were lawling on the OOC chat) from the leader of The Rangers of Alterac RP guild. He told me to keep at it. and it will be an great guild. We got it so set up. why stop now? yes this made me happy and it was a great pep talk. Also my guild is allied now with Rangers... well when we can get more people. Which slowly thats happening. Interviewing both Raiders and RPers can be tricky. Plus There are alot of mary sues out there that don't pass. >.> (for good reason).

Actually I'm thinking of setting up a rp event. going to invite rangers to it... maybe it'll get some people to join too from the spectators. Then maybe a raiding event. But... I'll leave that up to Rob.

if you don't get what I'm saying... then thats good. I didn't want ppl to get what I was saying. Its what I want to get out. I just need an outlet. And for those who do get what this is about... well yeah. I need alot of time... That and I want to focus on School and the guild.